DeathIsMine18

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Have you ever been low? by DeathIsMine18, literature

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Implode by DeathIsMine18, literature

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Implode

I can feel it in me. Deep in me. Down in the pit of my stomach. The opposite of butterflies Rather little moths Eating away at me Ready to expose my soul to the earth. I know one way to get rid of you (must not) (can not) (will not) Try to cope Try to handle it (breathe) (breathe) (breathe) Where is my air? Breathing should make this better Why are my lungs still screaming My chest continually heaving Where is my air? Failure to cope Failure to handle it (you are strong) (you are strong) (you are strong) Close your eyes Hold your breath (one) (two) (three) (gasp) Repeat. Redo. Retry. Feel that

Oceanfront by DeathIsMine18, literature

Self-Harming, Attention? by DeathIsMine18, literature

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Self-Harming, Attention?

She was seven, it was a Sunday. She can remember it clearly, even to this day, eight years later. He tickled her on the couch in the living room, and she laughed and laughed her smile so big she thought her face might break. He bought her ice cream after, from the ice cream truck outside the apartment. Strawberry shortcake, her absolute favorite. He tucked her in before he left to go back to his house. He never came back. There was a wake, open casket. She could see where the bullet hit. His skin was a pasty brown color, but somehow he still had the glow he'd had that Sunday. During the funeral she went up to the podium in her Sunday dress

Devious by DeathIsMine18, literature

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Devious

If only the return of a deviant Could be one of a deviant master That of one who's skills have been polished And honed for the task at hand If only the return of a deviant Could be one of a deviant lover That of one who loves great and hard Prepared to defend those in peril If only the return of a deviant Could be one of a deviant artist That of one who could create and paint for you The elaborate pictures in her head If only the return of a deviant Didnt appear so ill fated

Remembering Thursday by DeathIsMine18, literature

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Remembering Thursday

As he removes her shirt She wonders How did i get to be here With him Together Going through their history Through their friendship Their relationship She knows she's ready That this is what she wants There is no doubt in her mind He kisses her Gazes into her eyes And what she sees Is more than love Its some alternate form of it A form without a name Pulling him towards her She kisses him lightly Letting him know its okay There is a pause Both their hearts are racing Anticipating their next move And they become one Slight pain for her at first Shock for him And then magic Perfection Exactly how she imagined it Wi

Checkers by DeathIsMine18, literature

Pseudonym by DeathIsMine18, literature

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Pseudonym

And when He made love He pictured perfection And beauty beyond believe A bond between two living things Never to be broken Overlooking every mistake Shining From sea to shining sea And then He made us We are in no way perfect How do we expect to recreate such beauty? We try and we try And still its not worked But we feign it Again and again And it becomes pseudolove Perfection in a nonperfect world Who is He? Does it matter? This is not about Him It is about the perfection I have found In you The beauty The emotions resonating from this Mess of matter The feelings my heart is emitting From this Unperfected species

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Self-Harming, Attention?

Devious by DeathIsMine18, literature

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Remembering Thursday by DeathIsMine18, literature

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Remembering Thursday

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Pseudonym by DeathIsMine18, literature

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Slither, Shadow by Daiichi, literature

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Slither, Shadow

Slither shadow, slither... The only thing more mysterious than where you'll go is where you're coming from-- concrete, metaphysical, spiritual, emotional? If only the eye of the beholder could know. Contract, shadow, expand, form around a bedpost, a window, the corners of my mind--unspoken thoughts have their shadows too: harmful, hopeful, opportunity knocks or wanes. Which one is it? Rithe, shadow contrive... The only thing more powerful than your existence is what you spark inside-- Hope, wonder, fear, blunder? What is it I really see here? What debate shall it spark? Pathos, Mythos, Ethos, Logos? Whatever manners yo

A Solution by Fabrechild865, literature

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A Solution

Run Run Running Where does it lead This path I’ve followed for so long It’s leading to a false destination It leads to hatred Stress Concern Stupidity Why did I take it? Was I lied to? No It was my own choice But why? Why would I choose such a path? Was I confused? Maybe Was I not paying attention Maybe Was I hurt Maybe How about all of the above? Yes There’s no way I could be so careless Maybe It has taught me lessons. Maybe just maybe I should change Enough to stop the aching Enough to stop the insults Enough to stop this insecurity. Maybe with some help Maybe with some sense Can I be me But a n

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The Bubble City by DeathIsMine18, visual art

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About DeathIsMine18

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Aug 18
United States
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

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I'm a big girl now.

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Rent!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence

Favourite Books

Harry Potter :]

Favourite Writers

Maya Angelou, Edgar Allen Poe

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laptop, pen, paper

Other Interests

writing, reading, singing, set construction, and upright bass

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DeathIsMine18

Feb 13, 2012

Quick Question

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How pissed would you be if your friend slept with your brother?

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DeathIsMine18

Feb 13, 2012

Tricked Ya!

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You guys thought I disappeared again didn't ya? Well nosiree =] Just been without my laptop for a little. So I sprained my ankle yesterday, being a complete and total clutz. I tripped and fell, no fun war story lol. On the bright side! I got a new job waitressing! Though I can't actually walk... But that's irrelevant =] Hrm, my friends are jerks, I'm really irritated with them right now. I don't want to go into the entire story in my journal, but I'm really starting to rethink a lot of things. Not so much my friends, I love them dearly, but just my decisions and how close I keep them. They didn't mean to hurt me, and I'm pretty sure they s

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DeathIsMine18

Feb 8, 2012

-yawn-

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I'm tired. Have been away from the comp, for awhile. House/baby sitting for my aunt. Watching a 3-year old and a 8month old tends to keep you from the computer for a little. I'm sneaking on for a second while they are finally asleep, but I'm actually exhausted so this is short and sweet. Guys! I volunteers on the Rainbow Warrior III yesterday and today =D its the brand new ship in the fleet for Green Peace. If you don't know what Green Peace is you should tot's look it up cause they're fabulous. I will leave their link here because I'm sleepy and can't go into full detail. But more about that tomorrow (hopefully..) Goodnight! greenpeace.org